May 04 2008
If only…
If only I had a reason…
For me to dodge the illusory threat
Perhaps I’d be happier a person
Instead of lying in state
If only I found a reason…
For me not to hate
I could have grown the affection
And forever wait
If only was there a reason…
For me to fight the fate
Perhaps the doubts could all be thrown
And I’d stay up late
I was looking for a reason…
But all I ever found was something dead
‘Cause I was alone
And left alone, and afraid
I.A.A.