Jan 27 2009
I’LL DEFINED - My FB Notes Re-written
It was of Rarity. I found myself flying without wings, floating in the air. Then I got the butterflies fluttering in my stomach too and the flies winging their way off my swats. Though obscure, my mind insisted to believe that it was going to put my bleakness on ice. So happy I felt, so nervous too.
So I followed it through, only to find that it was just a placebo to handle the tiny tedium which was breeding underneath my skin, throughout my veins, waiting for my system to kaput. Exaggerated as you may find it, I only doubt if placebos have any less effect than the real thing anyways…
Well, obviously the thrill has reduced to rubble. I ended up flushing the butterflies off my system, and swatting the flies into dead black sesame. Wearisome, it is. For that reason, I don’t fuse beliefs with facts anymore. Facts could get ill-defined when muddled-up with false beliefs, as how the placebo has worked on me (but not anymore).
Conclusion: Never easily get carried away 
i.a.a.
